Originally posted by BD, circa 2005!
well, like it or not, im a city person
i just cant have my kids here anymore
i dont feel right about it
they deserve more than this city seems to be able to give kids
when i have to try to explain a shooting at the end of my block to an 8 year old, i know its time to roll.
this city is killing itself slowly but surely
it was real bad in the mid 90s
then it went through a time of being not so bad
now its getting as bad if not worse then it was then
i cant have my kids thinking that this is what life has to be like
i've been going through the motions, slowly dying inside for years here
i will do anything in my power to make sure my kids dont have to do that sort of thing
its too much
i need some quiet
my head is tired of being on 90mph all the time
im getting older and its starting to wear on me
it was fun to be "angry" and "jacked up" all the time when i was in my 20's or whatever
i dont have it in me anymore
i need some peace
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