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stupid friends i have / had

JawnDiablo - 4-7-2007 at 07:36 PM

I swear to Christ, I can't have a year go by without somebody I used to be friends with or whatever dying from something stupid.
Heroin is apparently out of control in this neck of the woods.
Just found out another dude I was once pretty good friends with was found behind a wawa dead with the needle still in his arm.
fucked up thing is i feel nothing from it.
i'm so numb to all this shit anymore.
I'm 32 and half my childhood friends are either dead, in jail, or just fucked.
I often wonder what kid of person I am to have associated myself with such shitbags.
And it still amazes me to this day that with all the fuckin movies out about smack, none of them with happy endings, that so many idiots still go and try the shit.
It's just sad to me that people can be this dumb.
whatever.

RomanticViolence - 4-8-2007 at 01:20 AM

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Originally posted by juandiablo

I'm 32 and half my childhood friends are either dead, in jail, or just fucked.


I can understand what you're saying.
At least once or twice a year I get calls telling me that there?s a viewing/funeral for someone I used to know.
The latest one was for this guy I knew back in Lansdowne.
He turned into a junkie and he was burnin everyone for money. There were a lot of people looking for this guy and he knew it. He ended up hanging himself.

Like you Juan I feel nothing from this.
I am also numb.

That is all.

upyerbum - 4-8-2007 at 08:06 PM

You can only go so far to save someone, after a point its completely up to them. I've been on both sides, more than once.

RomanticViolence - 4-8-2007 at 08:26 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by juandiablo

I often wonder what kid of person I am to have associated myself with such shitbags.


Ya know... the fact that you didn't end up like those people says a whole lot.

You're awesome.

That is all.