Originally posted by keith tactic
you know...who is this dude commenting on some personal shit in my life, i believe i havent been a part of his so he shouldnt be disrespecting me
spreading my personal life on some fucking internet message board, whos the real douche here? so for the record i have nothing to fucking hide, i
have a 6 year old daughter who i just started talking to for the past couple months, we had hailey when we were young and it was a unique situation
and i didnt see her or pay child support for about 5 years of her life, i lived with this everyday and it consumed me with guilt, and i would tell
friends how much of a piece of shit i felt like about it, (i guess maybe i shouldnt have told some "friends") i decided to stop beeing selfish and try
to do the right thing, so i scheduled court dates and such and drove 6 times to court in sacramento and back and got put on house arrest for 16
failure to appears and failure to provide for my child, so yeah i didnt really feel the need to go into detail on this on some message board that a
bunch of people i dont know are going to read, but someone else felt that it was important to let the world know my personal life so here you have it.
so call me a dead beat dad, call me what ever the fuck you want because it doesnt matter, regardless of what ANYONE says or thinks, it wont fuck with
my vision. i am doing the right thing and doing the best i can, so fuck you, and fuck anyone who wants to judge me, i have a beautiful daughter and i
am going to do my best to be there for her, no one is better then anyone here, we all have our skeletons (some of us just seemed to forget where we
came from) and ive never passed judgement on people for there decisions, its just life, we fuck up and learn from it and hope not to make the same
mistake twice. i am just a man who is doing the best with the cards he has been delt and trying to learn how to just let go of fear and do my best.
and honestly to this day when i hear comments like that it still kills me inside. we used to be friends and it sucks that you cant just let it go and
talk to us about it. you know in your heart that we werent as bad of friends as you make us out to be. i wish you the best |