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Lucabrasi
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Im a fucking mess..
Im flying to FL from VT tomorrow night to visit my father who is dying of cancer. He is in the hospital right now and isnt expected to live much
longer. Having to say my last goodbye is going to be the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I talked to him briefly on the phone tonight and it was
so hard. Hearing all the medical machines in the background and trying to make out what he was saying through the crying was unbarable. He knows he is
going to die and that just kills me that someone has to know their last day is coming up so soon. I so dont want to have to go through this right
now... Cancer is so fucked up.
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XHonusWagnerX
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shit man.... Im so sorry. Theres not much anyone can say because Im sure it will be an insanely hard thing to go through, but at least you will be
there for him. Try to take care and let us know if there is anything any of us can do for you.
Take care.
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HONUS-as much as i can't stand a great deal of what you really like (for my own reasons that i would never hold,nor impose,against you),YOU FUCKING
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Spoiler
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Bless you and your family...I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better,but I know theres not,just try to be strong.
FUCK CANCER
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Lucabrasi
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thanks Honus. I wish there was something someone could do but in all reality there is nothing. The next few weeks are going to emotionally drain me...
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Lucabrasi
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| Quote: | Originally posted by Spoiler
Bless you and your family...I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better,but I know theres not,just try to be strong.
FUCK CANCER |
Thanks you Spoiler. There are so many things running through my head right now I just wish I had family up here I could talk to. Im all alone on this
until tomorrow night.
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moron
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Sorry to hear that, man. Im not sure what else to say... damn. Take care of yourself.
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DAK
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Sorry brother, hang in there.
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Dave
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i went thru this with my mother (shit its been ten years now), there really isnt anything you can to to prepare your self what is going to happen the
the near future, just remember that your going down there to be there for him, no matter how shitty you feel, spend as much time as you can with him,
even if he's sleeping, he still knows that you are there, and that he is loved, and not alone.
take it one day at a time and take care of yourself.
all the best.
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moforn
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take care man, don't know what else to say...it's got to be hard on you
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Lucabrasi
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its so unbelivably hard I cannot even explain it. I know I have to be there for my mom, thats whats keepin me goin.
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JUICE MAYNE MSHC
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I know what you're going through bro. My dad died of cancer. Everyone else in my family except for my brother and Mom and an aunt has also died.
Nothing is gonna make you feel better except your family and time. Just spend as much time with them as you can. It'll get easier with time, trust
me. It'll always be hard but just not as much.
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Discipline
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Sorry bud. Stay strong for your family and make the most of this time.
‘Do you know what a love letter is? It’s a bullet from a fucking gun. Straight through your heart.’
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BDx13
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man, i can't even imagine.
stay strong.
If I fail math, there goes my chance at a good job and a happy life full of hard work.
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morgan
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I have to agree with Spoiler, fuck cancer. I've had to deal with seeing people I care about fighting it since I was 9. My dad has had cancer 3 times
in the past 7 years. His sister died from it 8 years ago. My best friend's dad died from it last june. Definately not an easy thing to deal with.
My sympathies and best wishes go out to you and your entire family. Stay strong.
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newbreedbrian
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That sucks man. All the best to you and your family. Cancer has taken alot of people away from me, including my father. I'm sure your mom really
appreciates you being there for her.
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fire, but I?m just not close enough to get the job done.? George Carlin
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Lucabrasi
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Thanks everyone for the kind words. It means alot to me that people I dont really know can take the time out to respond while so called friends of
mine wont even say "im sorry" because they are to busy getting high. Again, thank you all.
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thedog
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| Quote: | Originally posted by Lucabrasi
its so unbelivably hard I cannot even explain it. I know I have to be there for my mom, thats whats keepin me goin. |
there are no words i can say will make this any easier for you,
but just keep your spirits up the best you can, i know it will be tough.
bein there for your mom and family will be very important.
i lost my father when i was 10.
not to cancer, he had a heart attack at work.
\"thank you very little\"
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jonnynewbreed
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Yeah man. I went through this with my mom back in high school. Luckely I had some great guys like dave and brian (above) to help me through it.
This is not going to be easy on you but it's out of your hands at this point. Make sure you have some good people around you to help you through the
tough times.
I'm sorry that you have to go through this my friend...my thoughts are with you. Be strong.
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clevohardcore
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Just be there for him. He needs you to do that.
Be strong and repeat the words "I love you". They go along way. Your family are in my prayers.
Each aspect of the soul has it's own part to play, but the ideal is harmonious agreement with reason and control.
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| Quote: | Originally posted by Lucabrasi
Thanks everyone for the kind words. It means alot to me that people I dont really know can take the time out to respond while so called friends of
mine wont even say "im sorry" because they are to busy getting high. Again, thank you all. |
that's the beauty of this board. in all honesty, your situation was one of the first things i thought of this morning when i got up...shortly after
"why is this child awake at 5:45 AM AGAIN!!"
as you've read, many people here have been through similar situations, so they can certainly empathize. i haven't experienced this with a parent, and
like i said before, i can't imagine. hopefully you had a good relationship with your dad. if so, celebrate the time you had with him, thank him for
being the man he is, and tell him how much you love and appreciate him.
you and your family will continue to be in my thoughts.
If I fail math, there goes my chance at a good job and a happy life full of hard work.
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CR83
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I know we are only "posters" and "words" on this board but we are always here. I'm assuming that is why you rposted it up here. It is very hard to
go through this, I'm sure. We are here man. Always.
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RomanticViolence
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I'm sorry to hear this Lucabrasi. Try to stay strong for your family.
My mom died in 2003 from cancer. When we found out that there was nothing more the doctors or treatments could do for her she told us that she wanted
to stay home with hospice care. My sister and I took care of her until she died.
Have you ever noticed how crayons are a lot like M&M's? All the colors tend to taste the same.
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BKT
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Rough news. Sorry to hear that. I have had family memebers and best friends die, it is really a hard thing to go through, take time, share how you
feel with loved ones and rely on your family and friends and you will get through this. Take care brother.
MM.
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Voodoobillyman
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I've lost a few of those closest to me to various forms of this evil ass disease, My prayers to you and yours bro.
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tireironsaint
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I can relate too. My Stepmom died of cancer when I was in High School and my Grandmother has been fighting it for several years now. It's really rough
stuff to go through, but I wish you and your family the best in the time ahead.
Veritas odium parit
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