barc0debaby
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Going to be gone for a while.
I had been into some real heavy drinking the last few months mostly being cause by untreated mental/emotional problems. The severity of these issues
had rapidly gotten worse lately. I started having panic attacks at work earlier this week and by friday was close to having a complete breakdown.
Well after having far to much to drink at the bar friday night I ended up snorting some coke and a coworker reported me. I'm hoping this turns out to
be a blessing in disguise, certainly not the way I wanted to leave the military and the whole process is going to be a nightmare. I'm trying to stay
optimistic, as I am finally going to get the help I need to get myself healthy.
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DaveMoral
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Good luck brother. God bless.
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tireironsaint
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Fuck man, I hope this turns out in the best way possible. Sorry to hear you're having rough times though.
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XHonusWagnerX
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wow, I'm sorry about the way that it happened, but I do hope its for the best.
Take care of yourself.
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random
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Shit, that sucks. But you've got the right attitude about things... best to try and take care of the underlying cause of the problems. Best of luck
with everything.
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DAK
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Sorry to hear that your're having tough times. Take care of yourself and get back to us.
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hang in there bro...
the military has a lot of good programs to help with depression and addiction...
just be honest with yourself, and honest with those who try to help.
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Good luck.
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Dave
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all the best man, take care of yourself.
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Sorry to hear that and I hope everything turns out the best for you.
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newbreedbrian
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good luck man, things usually have a way of working themselves out.
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fire, but I?m just not close enough to get the job done.? George Carlin
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upyerbum
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I got my ass kicked out of the service too, my story was a drinking binge that ended in Texas, and the military doesn't like unofficial vacations. I
took my licks, and it eventually led to me facing my demons. That was 11 years ago, and ended up being the best thing that could have happenned to me,
although it certainly didn't feel like it at the time. Hang in there man, and when you come out the other side, you will be a better man for it, and
you can carry on your life.
Well, its this place where nobody works, and the pigs don\'t give you any shit. Everyone smokes weed and gets drunk all day. Its a place where
cunts like me and you can truly take it easy and relax. Know what I mean?
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I hope it all works out the best for you, man... you can defeat this, take care of yourself and keep your head up!
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| Quote: | Originally posted by upyerbum
I got my ass kicked out of the service too, That was 11 years ago, and ended up being the best thing that could have happenned to me
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Me too. 11 years exactly, though not drug or alcohol related. These things do have a way of working themselves out. Good luck.
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take care man. best of luck.
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Take care of yourself.
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Take care. Best of luck getting shit straightened out.
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Sometimes things happen for a reason. Come out of this shit on top my man.
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damn,I just got around to reading this thread.Good luck to you man...take care of yourself.
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Good to see you back. Hope everthings working out for you.
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barc0debaby
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Things are moving in the right direction. Rehab starts end of october/early november. Just been lifting weights and reading books all day in the
meantime. Thanks for all the postitive words everyone.
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| Quote: | Originally posted by barc0debaby
Things are moving in the right direction. Rehab starts end of october/early november. Just been lifting weights and reading books all day in the
meantime. Thanks for all the postitive words everyone. |
Great to hear Barcode. Keep it going and stay positive
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| Quote: | Originally posted by CR83
Great to hear Barcode. Keep it going and stay positive |
I'm hoping rehab is being done instead of a discharge, too. (Hopefully not just wishful thinking on my part). Stay strong.
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