Why wez hates this time of year!
Because over the course of the next few weeks it christmas day and also my best pals birthday.
Not that i hate him,although i cannot stand christmas,but because i always feel compelled to spent money i really have'nt got.And it pisses me off
because him and my lady always spend and put loads of thought into what they buy me.
I was gonna buy him a duckyboys tshirt from this site but hey presto no paypal.
Not that i'm a sucker and give into to guilt,i understand its not really my fault i'm one of the have nots,but man just once in my life i'd like not
to worry about times of the year like this.
I don't know where this is going,but fuck christmas.
Living a life kept shut by a dream,
I'm reaching out to grasp my reality.
Hands of time wrap tight around my neck, and hit me so hard,
leaving me eyes black.
staring at a ceiling,
wondering why i never left,
penning words in a notebook,
wondering why haven't slept.
sanity is tapping in a cell
inside my fucking head.
begging for redemption
after hearing what was said.
the nights, they will not sleep
cause the days, have played for keeps.
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