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[*] posted on 1-4-2010 at 12:41 PM
Current depression mood...


Every second of my life feels like I am wasting it.

That is all.




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[*] posted on 1-4-2010 at 01:29 PM


dude welcome to the club
go hang out with your woman




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[*] posted on 1-4-2010 at 01:41 PM


I am at work. A temp job. Wasting away for nothing, towards nothing. Fun times!



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[*] posted on 1-4-2010 at 02:53 PM


kill some time with these sites.
some good shit in there.
www.damninteresting.com
http://www.mentalfloss.com/

i've been getting withdrawal from darkroastedblend which only seems to get updated once or twice a month these days.
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[*] posted on 1-4-2010 at 08:34 PM


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Every second of my life feels like I am wasting it.

That is all.


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[*] posted on 1-4-2010 at 09:51 PM


wasting life in what way? what else would you rather be doing and what's keeping you from doing it?
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[*] posted on 1-4-2010 at 11:41 PM


yeah, moron!
gettin to the heart of the matter!





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[*] posted on 1-5-2010 at 12:34 AM


It's the social worker in me.
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[*] posted on 1-5-2010 at 12:51 AM


I'm in the same depressed state of mind right now. I wish I was thinking differently, but I can't seem to get myself positive the past few days. Great start to the new year.



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[*] posted on 1-5-2010 at 08:39 AM


Wanting to be financially stable enough to get a bigger place and have kids but I have NO idea what I want to do for a job or even how to get any job that could make enough money to do the above. I also just feel like I am doing nothing. I am thinking of volunteering even but not sure what to do. Winter ALWAYS brings out the depresion full force because there is nothing to do.



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[*] posted on 1-5-2010 at 09:14 AM


monty...graphic design.
you've got the skills.
get on it.





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[*] posted on 1-5-2010 at 11:11 AM


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monty...graphic design.
you've got the skills.
get on it.


I went to school for it in 06 and ran out of funds before even getting my Associates degree. This area (and the interwebs) is flooded with graphics design peeps. I don't know how to market myself above and beyond the crowd.




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[*] posted on 1-5-2010 at 11:40 AM


I guess I need to throw together a really profesional looking site and overcharge area businesses.



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[*] posted on 1-6-2010 at 03:23 PM


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I guess I need to throw together a really profesional looking site and overcharge area businesses.


Or you could turn it on its head by being a nice honest chap unlike most of the souless mind destroying scumbags that infest the graphic design world.




Living a life kept shut by a dream,
I'm reaching out to grasp my reality.
Hands of time wrap tight around my neck, and hit me so hard,
leaving me eyes black.
staring at a ceiling,
wondering why i never left,
penning words in a notebook,
wondering why haven't slept.
sanity is tapping in a cell
inside my fucking head.
begging for redemption
after hearing what was said.
the nights, they will not sleep
cause the days, have played for keeps.
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[*] posted on 1-6-2010 at 04:18 PM


I have gone the nice and honest route so far working with bands and will continue to do so but as far as other businesses... I have seen that some people will thow money at a "problem" and just want it fixed no mater what the cost. I want to find THOSE people but I will still undercut the area competiton.



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