wez138
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Registered: 12-1-2009
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Been a while.........
Hello I just thought I'd drop in and say hi...........So the thing goes is........I'm still messed up and miss my ex like crazy.......Even after
everything she did in the final months of our relationship....Her and the 40 year old married man (who happens to have had countless affairs before)
are now living together, Most people say I'm better off without and yeah that's a straight logic way of thinking about it.........But that still
doesn't stop the fact that I now feel even more alone than I did while she was around. I miss her I miss my dog. It's her 21st going up soon and
that's gonna be a hard day for me.........I know I'm acting like a complete spazz.......But that's just the way I feel.
As a great man once sang............I still miss someone.
Living a life kept shut by a dream,
I'm reaching out to grasp my reality.
Hands of time wrap tight around my neck, and hit me so hard,
leaving me eyes black.
staring at a ceiling,
wondering why i never left,
penning words in a notebook,
wondering why haven't slept.
sanity is tapping in a cell
inside my fucking head.
begging for redemption
after hearing what was said.
the nights, they will not sleep
cause the days, have played for keeps.
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Johnny_Whistle
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Hey Wez,
Chin up, man. I'm going through something very similar right now. It's tough, but there's a light at the end of the tunnel. At least I keep telling
myself that...
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Discipline
* DRUNKEN MONKEY *
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Sleep with her best friend, that'll teach her!!!!!
In all seriousness, hang with the boys and take your mind off her and move on to better things.
‘Do you know what a love letter is? It’s a bullet from a fucking gun. Straight through your heart.’
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mattybar
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take some time out from where you are (physically and mentally) to look out for (and after) yourself.
join a gym, get healthy, book yourself a holiday somewhere nice and hot.
you will be surprised just how much of a difference this will make.
right now you need some change in your life so basically just get out there, mate.
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morgan
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Sorry to hear man. Keep your head up.
Support the arts, shoot a rapper.
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MattyA
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Keep your head up, do what mattybar said and take a vacationsome place nice.
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clevohardcore
* Kick\'n ass on the wild side *
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You aint winning her over trying to get her back that is for sure. Move on, hang out with your friends, join a freaking gym. Post on THORP.
Each aspect of the soul has it's own part to play, but the ideal is harmonious agreement with reason and control.
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wez138
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The thing is now the summer is hitting here I spend all my time at work......Which is starting to really grate. An old flame come back into my life
last week and it's burning bright which is cool. But just to add extra stings my ex text me replying to a message I'd sent 2 weeks before
hand......And clevo I did fight for the girl......For 4-5 months!!! I put up with the lies,betrayal and confusion......which either reflects my love
for her or how little I feel about myself? I'm cycling alot more to work now I've got the energy to drag myself out of bed, and it aint the first time
some little girl ripped out my heart and tore my world apart but i'm begining to think will I ever truly make someone happy.
Living a life kept shut by a dream,
I'm reaching out to grasp my reality.
Hands of time wrap tight around my neck, and hit me so hard,
leaving me eyes black.
staring at a ceiling,
wondering why i never left,
penning words in a notebook,
wondering why haven't slept.
sanity is tapping in a cell
inside my fucking head.
begging for redemption
after hearing what was said.
the nights, they will not sleep
cause the days, have played for keeps.
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