XHonusWagnerX
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man being depressed fucking sucks!
Thats really all I have to say.... *sigh 
| Quote: | Originally posted by REV.PAULIE
HONUS-as much as i can't stand a great deal of what you really like (for my own reasons that i would never hold,nor impose,against you),YOU FUCKING
RULE!
YOU,HONUS,IS WHAT MAKES THE "EDGE" COOL.
YOUR FRIEND,
PAULIE |
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clevohardcore
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I agree.
Each aspect of the soul has it's own part to play, but the ideal is harmonious agreement with reason and control.
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Discipline
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Dude, yer the only person I know that spends more time being depressed than I do. That's not good. Go to a rub and tug and have a good time. I'm
sure it's cheer you up. Have the girl recite Slapshot lyrics the whole time yer there.
‘Do you know what a love letter is? It’s a bullet from a fucking gun. Straight through your heart.’
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moron
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clinical depression is nothing to mess with. talk to a doctor.
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you might want to check this out.
available at most book stores.
Feeling Good by David Burns
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gavin
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lexapro yo
the way to go
so things that blow
dont seem as bad ya know
you come at the king....you best not miss
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| Quote: | Originally posted by moron
clinical depression is nothing to mess with. talk to a doctor. |
Seriously. If its a problem go to your doctor. There are other options to medication. Get your doctor to refer you to a pschologist not a
psychiatrist, even if you end up going to a psychiatrist and getting a prescription you will benefit from seeing a psychologist. I know you're edge
Honus but don't fuck with depression man, if it gets bad enough its very hard to come back.
Well, its this place where nobody works, and the pigs don\'t give you any shit. Everyone smokes weed and gets drunk all day. Its a place where
cunts like me and you can truly take it easy and relax. Know what I mean?
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i really feel for you dudes when you talk about this. i can't even imagine what it's like. sure, i have the occasional bad day (or week), when i
feel completely overrun, overwhelmed and under the gun, but i don't think it's anything that would calssify as depression. i hope i'm not coming off
like a dick; i'm not trying to gloat... i really do feel for you and the people in my day to day life that struggle with simliar issues.
If I fail math, there goes my chance at a good job and a happy life full of hard work.
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I've been seriously thinking about making me a doctors appointment lately....nothing seems to make me happy anymore (besides pussy & beer)....I'm
always stressed out and worried about shit....I'm fucking depressed and I think I have some kind of social phobia...I just hate being around crowds of
people,I'm staying at home more than ever now.Maybe medication can help...idk
"smilings just a phase,and nothing can phase me"
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upyerbum
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Sounds like anxiety issues. But again, talk to your doctor. Its also good to talk about it, here, to your loved ones, someone you trust. Just being
aware of my issues allows me to recognize certain behaviour patterns and triggers etc. You'll be stronger for it. Sometimes just knowing whats up can
eleviate a lot of the stress.
Well, its this place where nobody works, and the pigs don\'t give you any shit. Everyone smokes weed and gets drunk all day. Its a place where
cunts like me and you can truly take it easy and relax. Know what I mean?
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Discipline
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Might I suggest you not listen to SOD's "Speak English or Die" album.
Particularly the song Kill Yourself.
I was serious about the rub and tug thing. It can really cheer you up. I have serious problems with depression but health professionals have told me
that, because of who I am (long story) that they can do nothing for me, hence my light-hearted approach to it all. I find my happiness in small
doses. It's the little things that make me happy, such as buying new music or dvd's. It's also why I'm broke. I would recommenc a couple of stiff
shots of whiskey but you ain't digging that, so I will suggest finding the little things that make you happy, and build on that.
‘Do you know what a love letter is? It’s a bullet from a fucking gun. Straight through your heart.’
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Go out to a restaurant you really like or catch a funny movie. It definetly is the little things that matter. My mother and I both have PTSD issues
from a long ordeal with a monster of a husband/stepfather so we have had to deal with some awful depression. I first started having suicidal impulses
around eight years old which is a fucked childhood memory to have. Counseling helps a bit, but its hard finding the right counselor, I bounced around
between four or five until it got too expensive. If ya really need someone to talk to send me a u2u, blowing off a little steam to someone usually
clears my head up. Listening to the Ducky Boys song "Pride" always makes things a little less gloomy too. 
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| Quote: | Originally posted by BD
i really feel for you dudes when you talk about this. i can't even imagine what it's like. sure, i have the occasional bad day (or week), when i
feel completely overrun, overwhelmed and under the gun, but i don't think it's anything that would calssify as depression. i hope i'm not coming off
like a dick; i'm not trying to gloat... i really do feel for you and the people in my day to day life that struggle with simliar issues.
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I can totally agree. I also think this was very well put. Professional help is a great avenue and I highly recommend it. It has helped me in the
past. Honus, the most important thing is to take care of yourself Bud. Try anything to shake the funk. You can do it.
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for some reason i'm still surprised when i read this stuff because for years i thought i was the only idiot with these kind of issues. im either in
really good spirits or a real miserable fuck. there dont seem to be any in between.
booze unfortunatley, always seems to be my fix it solution.
that and music
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I'm sorry you feel like shit. Welcome to my world. Would an original press DYS 'Brotherhood' help? If you think you might be bipolar, try reading
'An Unquiet Mind' by Kay Redfield Jamison or U2U me for some other suggestions. I've been miserable for the last 29 fucking years.
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I know exactly where you're coming from Honus and you're right, it sucks, more than anything else I know. I've been at that stage where you'd glady
trade a winning lottery ticket just to feel "ok" for 10 days straight, all you can do is try to get through it the best way you can, hopefully with
your sanity intact at the end.
One thing I found which helped me a lot was a herbal anti-depressant which is more or less as effective as the prescription stuff but with basically
zero side effects, called Hypericum. You can buy it online or from "health food" type shops as St. John's wort. Check out loads of info on it here http://www.hypericum.com/toc.htm , obviously talk to your doctor before trying anything like that, but it's pretty cheap to try a 3 month course
of Hypericum and you should see an improvement in that kinda time scale. If you want any more info send me a u2u anytime.
Dunno about you, but my past problems with this shit is mainly why I don't (or can't!) drink or take drugs anymore, they'd be way too likely to end up
taking me back to a time that I was lucky to get through once.
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gavin
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doctors appointment tomorrow
i need to up my dose i think
depression and temper issues coming back a bit too much for my liking
you come at the king....you best not miss
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XHonusWagnerX
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| Quote: | Originally posted by MrBadVibes
doctors appointment tomorrow
i need to up my dose i think
depression and temper issues coming back a bit too much for my liking |
what do you take (if you dont mind me asking) because I have a sever temper along with my depression also.
| Quote: | Originally posted by REV.PAULIE
HONUS-as much as i can't stand a great deal of what you really like (for my own reasons that i would never hold,nor impose,against you),YOU FUCKING
RULE!
YOU,HONUS,IS WHAT MAKES THE "EDGE" COOL.
YOUR FRIEND,
PAULIE |
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| Quote: | Originally posted by XHonusWagnerX
| Quote: | Originally posted by MrBadVibes
doctors appointment tomorrow
i need to up my dose i think
depression and temper issues coming back a bit too much for my liking |
what do you take (if you dont mind me asking) because I have a sever temper along with my depression also. |
lexapro
worked really well for a while
now, not so much
you come at the king....you best not miss
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XHonusWagnerX
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| Quote: | Originally posted by MrBadVibes
| Quote: | Originally posted by XHonusWagnerX
| Quote: | Originally posted by MrBadVibes
doctors appointment tomorrow
i need to up my dose i think
depression and temper issues coming back a bit too much for my liking |
what do you take (if you dont mind me asking) because I have a sever temper along with my depression also. |
lexapro
worked really well for a while
now, not so much |
Sorry man... I hope the doctor can help you out again!
| Quote: | Originally posted by REV.PAULIE
HONUS-as much as i can't stand a great deal of what you really like (for my own reasons that i would never hold,nor impose,against you),YOU FUCKING
RULE!
YOU,HONUS,IS WHAT MAKES THE "EDGE" COOL.
YOUR FRIEND,
PAULIE |
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gavin
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i need to up it i think
im gonna stick with lexapro cuz over all i like it
but i need more im thinking
you come at the king....you best not miss
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