GabeTexasGAMC
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so... an update.
just me randomly rambling.
So yeah...
As most of you know, i separated from my wife, back in Oct/Nov or so.
It was a VERY rough time for me. I pretty much didnt see anyone for a couple of months, didnt go out unless it was to work, ect.
My life was fucked. So i got over it little by little.
Work picked up, i found myself getting busy, doing conventions, and stuff.
Then i started to go out, mix and mingle with people. met a couple of really cool girls, wasnt looking for anything, just chilling.
I keep up with the ex, she tells me how we were just roomates longer than we were married.
I agreed, we sucked as spouses.
So about 2 weeks ago, I meet a girl.
Now thing is, i usually wouldnt even give it two thoughts, but this girl seemed to be NOT my type, and one of the most awesome people ive ever met.
So the first thing i say is "im not looking for a girlfriend, im not looking for anything but fun and friends"
She held me to it.
then after a couple of weeks, it started getting really comfortable.
Too comfortable.
She ended up being 90% awesome as hell, and 10% kinda ok/almost shitty. Somthing that most people can live with.
I think i deliberately sabotaged it myself, subconsciously....
She stood me up a couple of times, went out to drink with her friends.. Somthign i think is cool as hell.
But for some reason, this time i found the way she stood me up to be a little selfish.
All my friends were just super taken by her, "She awesome, dont fuck it u p!", "Shes too hot for you!" whatever. hahaha
But she forgot to meet me, because she was with a lesbo. On a bike! She ended up showing up at my house at 5am, kinda drunk and all up in my face
about me acting weird.
It hurt just a little too much, something i wasnt looking to feel.
So we stopped talking, in a super uncomfortable way.
She works at my favorite local bar too, so that sucks even worse.
so this happened a couple of days ago...
So here I am thinking im over it. Fuck it right. Some random bitch, eh!
Nope. She just messages me.
And i feel like shit all over again, considering how awesome she was.
Fucking A dudes, I dont want to have to feel like this again. Even if it just a super tiny version of what I just went through.
Its like a thorn in the huge almost healed scar thats still there.
AAAAAAAH! Im drinkin... Just trying to relax, all the boys are away, so im venting.
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| Quote: | Originally posted by GabeTexasGAMC
just me randomly rambling.
So yeah...
As most of you know, i separated from my wife, back in Oct/Nov or so.
It was a VERY rough time for me. I pretty much didnt see anyone for a couple of months, didnt go out unless it was to work, ect.
My life was fucked. So i got over it little by little.
Work picked up, i found myself getting busy, doing conventions, and stuff.
Then i started to go out, mix and mingle with people. met a couple of really cool girls, wasnt looking for anything, just chilling.
I keep up with the ex, she tells me how we were just roomates longer than we were married.
I agreed, we sucked as spouses.
So about 2 weeks ago, I meet a girl.
Now thing is, i usually wouldnt even give it two thoughts, but this girl seemed to be NOT my type, and one of the most awesome people ive ever met.
So the first thing i say is "im not looking for a girlfriend, im not looking for anything but fun and friends"
She held me to it.
then after a couple of weeks, it started getting really comfortable.
Too comfortable.
She ended up being 90% awesome as hell, and 10% kinda ok/almost shitty. Somthing that most people can live with.
I think i deliberately sabotaged it myself, subconsciously....
She stood me up a couple of times, went out to drink with her friends.. Somthign i think is cool as hell.
But for some reason, this time i found the way she stood me up to be a little selfish.
All my friends were just super taken by her, "She awesome, dont fuck it u p!", "Shes too hot for you!" whatever. hahaha
But she forgot to meet me, because she was with a lesbo. On a bike! She ended up showing up at my house at 5am, kinda drunk and all up in my face
about me acting weird.
It hurt just a little too much, something i wasnt looking to feel.
So we stopped talking, in a super uncomfortable way.
She works at my favorite local bar too, so that sucks even worse.
so this happened a couple of days ago...
So here I am thinking im over it. Fuck it right. Some random bitch, eh!
Nope. She just messages me.
And i feel like shit all over again, considering how awesome she was.
Fucking A dudes, I dont want to have to feel like this again. Even if it just a super tiny version of what I just went through.
Its like a thorn in the huge almost healed scar thats still there.
AAAAAAAH! Im drinkin... Just trying to relax, all the boys are away, so im venting. |
best post in months.
hang in there gabe. remember, love bites, love bleeds, it brings you to your knees.
If I fail math, there goes my chance at a good job and a happy life full of hard work.
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MyOwnWay
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| Quote: | Originally posted by BD
love bites, love bleeds, it brings you to your knees. |
If Big D quoting Def Leppard doesnt make you smile, nothing will 
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GabeTexasGAMC
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dudes, i was pretty trashed after drinking 3 quarts of the high life!
And i was venting.
Pretty cool... i thought i had made more of an ass of myself!
HAHA!
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tireironsaint
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Hold fast Gabe, nothin' fucks up a Grown Man more than a woman. I know this truth all too well.
Veritas odium parit
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JawnDiablo
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women can make the strongest man weaken.
trust me
i speak from experience
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RomanticViolence
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WOMEN SUCK!!!
Have you ever noticed how crayons are a lot like M&M's? All the colors tend to taste the same.
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moforn
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| Quote: | Originally posted by BD
hang in there gabe. remember, love bites, love bleeds, it brings you to your knees. |
Also, it's like a stove... it burns you when it's hot (love hurts, oh oh, love hurts), and as if that's not enough it's also like a cloud- it holds a
lot of rain.
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GabeTexasGAMC
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yeah man. shits all over the place.
She called me last night, wondering why i havent called her!
WTF!
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ENDERA.x
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In most of my time and relations and observing other peoples relations. Women are just selfish creatures. If theres nothing it it for them, they won't
do it. In general I find them to be just not decent human beings. Hence why they are often referred to as "bitches."
These generalizations time and time again prove me right on that subject. So fuck em. Not saying 99.9% are, but at least 98.9% are. 
Just how they are made. Plain and simple. Can't deny it.
We have to learn how to deal with it, and it's difficult. Many of them even know it.
Of course though, one must observe other cultures. If you go to Europe you'll find that the women are a totally different breed of human being. And
it's ALOT better than north american broads.
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DaveMoral
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Don't know much in this department as my only serious relationship has been my wife of 6.5 years and we been together for 7 years. All the rest were
crushes that didn't pan out, or chicks that fucked me over royally in very short order. I found a winner and stuck with her(even though I damn near
fucked it all up numerous times).
Don't know what to say but that you can go a couple different ways... see what's up and if she would be interested in being a little more serious than
just being able to stand you up for a lesbo on a bike OR just let it go and tell her you're not able to deal with it right now dude. This is one of
those areas where dudes pretend not to feel anything alot of the time because they'd feel like less of a man, but damned if I'm less of a man for
heartache. This is where country music comes in...
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GabeTexasGAMC
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its cool.
I dont pretend not to be hurt. Fuck the macho shit.
And I pretty much told her "No Thanks!"
hahaha
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Discipline
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Hope you at least got a rusty trombone out of the deal.
‘Do you know what a love letter is? It’s a bullet from a fucking gun. Straight through your heart.’
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GabeTexasGAMC
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hahah just about.
She wasnt that great either.
OOOH!
Oh and I turn 30 today.
What a fucking week.
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Discipline
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Happy birthday you crazy bastard.
‘Do you know what a love letter is? It’s a bullet from a fucking gun. Straight through your heart.’
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RomanticViolence
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Happy birthday gabe!
Have you ever noticed how crayons are a lot like M&M's? All the colors tend to taste the same.
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Jason the Magnificent
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"Women are the devil."
-Robert Plant
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GabeTexasGAMC
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hahaha yay!
Shes here again.
And ive been blowing her off, trying to make her go home.
Nope.
I dont mind her really, i just wish she didnt suck as a girl.
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